Just back from our family spring break trip to Oahu, breaking our longstanding Maui tradition. How was it? I don't know. I am not sure that I am able to tell if I am having fun anymore.
I think I enjoyed it, but didn't realize that until I got home. The kids were pretty good, we hung out on the beach, had some afternoon lava flows, ate pupus. What's so bad about that? Nothing.
So what is wrong with me that I didn't enjoy it until the day before we left? Do I need to up my meds? Maybe, but that's beside the point. It is the ultimate mother's conundrum - is taking care of your kids in paradise the same as taking care of your kids at home?
You tell me. I am going to bed.
